Friday, March 23, 2007

License. I've got u.

I've got my class 3B motocar license.

Thanks god.
Thanks Mr Eng.

Saturday, March 17, 2007

My first diary on this new laptop

(I copied n pasted into the blog coz there wasn't any internet connection at the point of time...)

This is my very first document for this laptop. Guess I got to find my software to download the Microsoft office. But I love these keyboard… this is damn cool…!!! But the internet connection don’t seems to be up yet… =( hope I can solve this problem soon!

What a tiring day… I met Saad just now. We chat a lot… maybe it’s because I’ve not seen my friends for long… need someone to ‘release’ my … annoyance.
Azhar sms me just now. He can see how frustrated or maybe not such a strong word… annoying…I am. True. But to save this awkward friendship, I have to be liar… I simply can’t help it. I have to say, I don’t like him to ask me so much, that’s because I don’t find a need for that. Simply says, he’s not my cup of tea. I told Saad, maybe he’s my cup of milo (the kind of guys to fool ard or crap along…) Ha
I’m just tire. TIRE!



11.07pm, 15 Mar 2007.

Monday, March 05, 2007

That's all for tonite!

Your Love Type: INFP

The Idealist

In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship.
For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up.

Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive.
However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space.

Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ
quite true =)


You Are 69% Sexy

Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High

You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room.
You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing.
I agree that!

You Are 53% Angry

Generally, you are not an angry person.
But you're easily frustrated and enraged. You have one heck of a temper.
And because of your anger, you tend to feel resentful and even spiteful.
You already know how to quell your anger. You just need to do it more often.
Getting quite true!


Your Lust Quotient: 38%

You are a fairly lustful person, but nothing out of the norm.
You usually keep your lust under control, but sometimes it gets the better of you.
maybe that's right!

my palm tells sth...

What Your Hands Say About You

You are artistic, intuitive, and inspired. You have good people skills.

Flexible and broad minded, you can fit in to any situation. There's no telling where your life will take you.

Consistent and reliable, you like to count on structure and routine in your life.

Your emotions tend to be relaxed and uncomplicated. You don't read too much into things.

The kind of love u will expect from me...

Your Love Style is Ludus

You like to think of love as the ultimate game
And you love to play... even if it means lying a little
You're a bit afraid to be close, and you don't get too attached
A serial dater, you tend to date a few people at once
And it's all good, until one of your sweeties finds out!

Depress level

Your Depression Level: 52%

You seem to have mild depression.
A lot of people fall into your range, and it's quite possible you don't need treatment.
If you've been feeling this way for a while, you may want to seek help.

Sunday, March 04, 2007

Everything at a go!

Sometimes I thinking... Trying hard to fulfill my dreams.. and what's my dream? To get my dream car, dream house, to make money? To have a happy family?

Looking @ the people ard me... I'm starting to feel that I'm fortunate. I pity those who are just trying too hard to make it big... why torture themselves to achieve something (like fame?) I would rather be myself. Look @ my superior... she trying too hard for everything.. she make me miserable... she's slow in everything, and yet she wanna learn everything at a go...she took off on Mon and Tue and coz me not to take leave on Mon and Tue. I hate this kinda behaviour. I'm force to do something that I'm not willing to bother. They are playing me upside down. One making me feel as if I'm great, and the other side stopping me from joining the fun. Sucks. Hell them off.

I trying hard to change my attitude. Very hard. I smile even if I'm not in the mood. I stop my tears when I vending my anger. I tried my very best to do things that I disliike. Even my character. The passive and self-confidence me is gone. I no longer like the foolish and brainless me. I think thrice b4 acting. yes. That's the new me. I'm planning every step I'm doing. I hate that. Where's the carefree me. My colleagues are saying that I live like my job now. Everything I do are so systematic now. Every single thing I also ask in detail. I'm not that busybody afterall, but it becomes my trademark now. I don't like the way I am now.

I think I've some problem with my health now. The skin is very bad. The legs are scarred and ugly. I don't know what to do with it. My face, blemishes all over. I can't stop breaking out the whiteheads and pimples.. (urgh... irritating). I want the nice me. I wan to sun tan. Guess what... the last tym I went to the swimming pool was last July till now? I seems like dare not wear bikini anymore. I'm afraid that ppl are looking at my scars. But I don't care. I really wanna swim and grow thinner. Please help me.

My so call planned business. It's not starting. coz I do not know how to start it off. ebay? I guess so. But I have no time for it, I'm now preparing to get a new laptop. Scrap off my electon that's with me for 16 yrs. The big pc that I'm using. To be given to dad. I need to re-create my new Jminz' room. I wan a nice and lovely room b4 I can even start anything. Hope the time is enuff as what I've planned.

Dream on... I thinking of him now. every now and then. Again. The infatuation feeling is here again. I'm like hibernating again. haiz...
This round, this guy is from my company. Not going to say who is he as it doesn't matter. I like him. From the first sight indeed. Truth enough, he's another prince charming. But base on the way he looks and dress... he's my type of coffee. But I guess... I'm gonna be disappointed again. Coz he's such a charming guy. How would I stand a chance... furthermore, I'm quite demoralized with my look now. Sad case.

Regards,
Jminz.