So regret to proceed with the soft-rebonding...
Haiz... my intention was to trim off the straight rebonded areas only ma... and now, not only that my hair is so flat, which I should have got it perm instead... and now my face... ruined by the chemical. Full of rashes all over my face... Feeling so disgusted now. The rashes are damn itch! Hell them... stupid doctor even insist that it is acne problem and says my skin is just overly prone to acne... Oh come'on la... don't my description to her is prominient enough? I said the rashes came out only yesterday and was due to my rebonding... but she insist that it is acne and convince me to get some medication called the 'iso...." err.. i can't remember the name. And no cream for me! No cream?! they are so itch man... I almost scratched off my face siah... n I'm on 1 day mc of course. But I still got to go out with this ugly face to work tmr... sian... can't put any make-up! Just 2 words to describe - untolerent and HORRIBLE! Hope it recovers soon...
Sob sob
Friday, May 18, 2007
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Freedom has just blossomed
Right after I mentioned that I will not talk bout him to any of my colleagues in my last blog, I had a serious thought, thinking whether that am I being overly sensitive, or I'd just lost my judgement right at the start. Whatever is it, I had decided to wrote to him via the forum, which I guess is the only channel that acts the most appropriate one between him n me.
Not too sure whether he understands where I'm getting to, I just clarified with him what was deep in my thoughts. It would have been better if I had said it way before this havoc runs a wild, but I guess it wasn't too late to make my clarity. Afterall, what was right or wrong were already been committed. It's too late to even say "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it" and things like that.
It was really a total release after writting to him, thinking that he should have read the message by now. It was tiring, coz I did spend alot of thoughts to make him get to the point. Though tire, but at least I'm not being mentally pestered by this anymore.
I begin to feel that my freedom has return to my world. I will look forward for my every new day from now.
Hugs, Jminz.
Not too sure whether he understands where I'm getting to, I just clarified with him what was deep in my thoughts. It would have been better if I had said it way before this havoc runs a wild, but I guess it wasn't too late to make my clarity. Afterall, what was right or wrong were already been committed. It's too late to even say "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it" and things like that.
It was really a total release after writting to him, thinking that he should have read the message by now. It was tiring, coz I did spend alot of thoughts to make him get to the point. Though tire, but at least I'm not being mentally pestered by this anymore.
I begin to feel that my freedom has return to my world. I will look forward for my every new day from now.
Hugs, Jminz.
Monday, May 07, 2007
I've dumped him out of my mind!
Friday, was a busy day for me. Tremendously tire for both physical & mental. MAS Inspection. haiz... follow by debrief after the meetings. I haven't got any good rest for the days... writting and writting notes... I hate it so much, coz I don't even know what I'm writting. Comes to thinking of the notes, though I've brought them home, I've not touch them... haha... guess I will not touch them already. Will bring it back to work tmr... happy typing. And I've a tease during the debrief. Very mah lu.. but the MD apologised to me, coz he was the one who cause me laughed by the rest. Well, I was quite speechless when I found chance to interrupt n tried to tell the rest that the inspectors are very confused with our organisational structure. Maybe next time just tell them the key point. Let them ask only if they want to know more. It's really.. KNS la!
Mr W, such a coincident for the day. Met him at the lift while rushing back to my 2nd floor office to put down my stuff n then meet up my lunch khaki for the day, Cristine (coz I was very late), then happily went into Long John Silver to realise that he's having lunch there too. Y say coincident? Coz I'm meeting him for dinner ma! Alamak. He's a nice guy to chat with la. But... hmmm... what word should I use to describe him. In a way a very chatty guy, sensible but insensible at times, playful but matured in the way of reacting to thoughts... hmmm... 'in between' of every extreme. Just a balance mind. Good. I'm wondering if his wife is doubting who he was with till so late (Opps!)... haha... we went to Changi Airport, coz it seems like that is the only place which opens 24hr. I owed him an ice cream ma, but I got 2 treats (i.e. Popeye + Sakae Sushi) from him that day... so it means i still gain profit la. haha. (sound so aunty ah).
We bounced on the new guys from office after our lunch, these new guys includes Mr J. I didn't look at him nor wave to him (which I always did so). I simply find myself very pissed off when I see him. Till now, I still find myself so agitated. Coz I just went to the soccer forum... so happen to click on the topic for attendance for every of their soccer match. I realised he didn 't put my name in for the 'guest appearance'. He's such a bitch (I'm out of word... though Bitch is for ladies...But I really can't think of other words now). U guys think my attendance was for fun? hey, i'm not there to look at him in the first place. I know it's silly to explain at this point of time, but definitely there was other reason why I was there that day. He thinks he's that good huh? Shit. Derrick asked me if I will be going for their today's training. I told him I've got something on. Well, I've given him up. Simply no way out now. A big cross on his face. Frankly speaking, I've nv been so furious for a decade. I can't stand guys who are so petty. Yah, petty is the word. Of course, I'm not being over-sensitive here. perhaps, jealousy? Who cares. Him n I fall out. A big NO, it states No MORE. I've got enough. Mr W advised me to write to him. He said maybe those misunderstanding had just popup simply due to the busybodies, which lead to the big havoc today. Before going to the forum, I did thought of that. But now, NO is the definite answer. I'm not going to talk about him to any other colleagues anymore. One BIG Full-stop.
Phew, I suddenly felt a release . The stone has just fallen off... but seems like my stomach is growling, not sure is it mean for a poo-poo or a crave for food. Ha! Bad appetite for these few days. N the hot weather is back again. I'm 'craving' for my swim at the beach n pool, but surely got to give them a miss, coz my navel has yet to recover... hmmm, guess my fats too thick, the wound is not breathing la... a little redness. Hope it's recovering soon. But I just don't feel any pain... skin is damn thick siah. Haha.
Today, I earned another 45 bucks for a stupid computer lesson. But still one word - Satisfactory. Now got another thing to worry about. The insurance. Hmm... not saying it anymore.
Yesterday I went to visit grandaunty, I can't hold back my tears when granduncle tried to console her, touching her hand and talking to her. I'm so touched of the scene. N grandpa, got hospitalized. Again. He said he's giddy... hmmm... he should be fine la. I think he needs more... Exercise. Old people... always got to face health problems. So scary. How I wish I'm not facing any of these when I'm old. I've been thinking of my family and kids... haha... I suddenly feel like wanting to be a mom... I don't know y la. Just got a thought of it. It's a heavenly feeling when u think about ur future. Hee. Sweet.
(Last one) Pa said he's going to India to work for 2 yrs. I told ma to let him go n work, coz he's kinda naggy when he's at home. I jokingly told him, 2 yrs ltr when he's back, he will see me huddle to my boyfriend... haha. I wish to.
Mr W, such a coincident for the day. Met him at the lift while rushing back to my 2nd floor office to put down my stuff n then meet up my lunch khaki for the day, Cristine (coz I was very late), then happily went into Long John Silver to realise that he's having lunch there too. Y say coincident? Coz I'm meeting him for dinner ma! Alamak. He's a nice guy to chat with la. But... hmmm... what word should I use to describe him. In a way a very chatty guy, sensible but insensible at times, playful but matured in the way of reacting to thoughts... hmmm... 'in between' of every extreme. Just a balance mind. Good. I'm wondering if his wife is doubting who he was with till so late (Opps!)... haha... we went to Changi Airport, coz it seems like that is the only place which opens 24hr. I owed him an ice cream ma, but I got 2 treats (i.e. Popeye + Sakae Sushi) from him that day... so it means i still gain profit la. haha. (sound so aunty ah).
We bounced on the new guys from office after our lunch, these new guys includes Mr J. I didn't look at him nor wave to him (which I always did so). I simply find myself very pissed off when I see him. Till now, I still find myself so agitated. Coz I just went to the soccer forum... so happen to click on the topic for attendance for every of their soccer match. I realised he didn 't put my name in for the 'guest appearance'. He's such a bitch (I'm out of word... though Bitch is for ladies...But I really can't think of other words now). U guys think my attendance was for fun? hey, i'm not there to look at him in the first place. I know it's silly to explain at this point of time, but definitely there was other reason why I was there that day. He thinks he's that good huh? Shit. Derrick asked me if I will be going for their today's training. I told him I've got something on. Well, I've given him up. Simply no way out now. A big cross on his face. Frankly speaking, I've nv been so furious for a decade. I can't stand guys who are so petty. Yah, petty is the word. Of course, I'm not being over-sensitive here. perhaps, jealousy? Who cares. Him n I fall out. A big NO, it states No MORE. I've got enough. Mr W advised me to write to him. He said maybe those misunderstanding had just popup simply due to the busybodies, which lead to the big havoc today. Before going to the forum, I did thought of that. But now, NO is the definite answer. I'm not going to talk about him to any other colleagues anymore. One BIG Full-stop.
Phew, I suddenly felt a release . The stone has just fallen off... but seems like my stomach is growling, not sure is it mean for a poo-poo or a crave for food. Ha! Bad appetite for these few days. N the hot weather is back again. I'm 'craving' for my swim at the beach n pool, but surely got to give them a miss, coz my navel has yet to recover... hmmm, guess my fats too thick, the wound is not breathing la... a little redness. Hope it's recovering soon. But I just don't feel any pain... skin is damn thick siah. Haha.
Today, I earned another 45 bucks for a stupid computer lesson. But still one word - Satisfactory. Now got another thing to worry about. The insurance. Hmm... not saying it anymore.
Yesterday I went to visit grandaunty, I can't hold back my tears when granduncle tried to console her, touching her hand and talking to her. I'm so touched of the scene. N grandpa, got hospitalized. Again. He said he's giddy... hmmm... he should be fine la. I think he needs more... Exercise. Old people... always got to face health problems. So scary. How I wish I'm not facing any of these when I'm old. I've been thinking of my family and kids... haha... I suddenly feel like wanting to be a mom... I don't know y la. Just got a thought of it. It's a heavenly feeling when u think about ur future. Hee. Sweet.
(Last one) Pa said he's going to India to work for 2 yrs. I told ma to let him go n work, coz he's kinda naggy when he's at home. I jokingly told him, 2 yrs ltr when he's back, he will see me huddle to my boyfriend... haha. I wish to.
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