The past few days weren't good... i cried alot.. almost everyday i will cry once...coz bua gong dotes me alot before he died.. and i feel so regretted for not visiting him when he was in the hospital.. for 3 mths i haven't went to visit him..now tat it's too late.. he was laying there lifelessly in the coffin.. on Sunday he was sent to cremate... everyone sob and woe sadly for his death..seems like no one can believe he's death.. I've been hoping he could come into my dream.. i haven't thanks him..for the love that he had given to me in the past.. now tat i can't repay him.. the onli ting that i could do is to visit his tomb..(er tomb?) when i'm free.. i tink i cried too much.. my stomach wasn't feeling good... i had diarrhea yesterday.. hmmm..

My mother side granduncle also passed away 2 days ago.. such a coincident.. hmm... i dunhave foul mouth.. i mean both are my granduncle..one from my father side and one from mother side... and today..my dad's fren's son die coz of leukemia.. a pity for tat.. so many people died in a short period of time.. i'm so scare of death.. coz i still have many unfulfilled things to be done.. and i dunno how my life is... may the god bless me with longer and healthier life, so that i could accomplish things that i had been dreaming of ..