What I've done for today.

I talk so much... trying to get ppl's thought... from girls and guys... I'm driving myself nuts... I'm trying to think other things.. but i can't... my mind is so messy now...

I went swimming this morning... thought that the weather will be bad this morning... but actually the weather was super nice.. I dun seems to be able to catch much slp.. i slp @ almost 4, and got up @ 8 plus this morning... i looked out the window... wow, the sky was blue. I faster get out of my bed and brush my teeth... take a slice of cheese cake and start packing my bag.. well... i'm going tohave a good swim today... but my body was aching... due to alittle overwhelm in exercising on thursday, then now swimming... but if i don't do this, I will be thinking alot...

Ok, when got out of the house, Freak, dark clouds came ... it darken out the blue sky.. DAMN! the sky was clear blue just now! nvm... i took the risk and get onto the bus... so worry that i have to take a bus back home then... it was just 9.15am... TM is not open yet right...n I'm not hungry... can't eat..so I straight to the stadium... oh god bless... the sky there wasn't that bad.. and thanks, I din't change my mind to go home...

I swam ard 10 laps, and got a bath in the sun... haiz... very shiok. Christina msg me that she saw him. on the same bus, same train. well... fated. I can only wait... I muz get rid of him off my mind...

After that, I toured ard tampines central. I went ard trying clothes but din't buy anything. I've got my pendant from Shiwei, Jason, & Hoebang... the butterfly pendant from Chomel - Fixed... coz the crystals drop off... then the tire and hungry me went to the food court @ level 4 to get some food home..

I have the rest of the afternoon on the bed... slping soundly... then when online again... I uploaded my pictures that I've took this morning... updated my friendster... 2 hrs gone and Christina called me, "Hey, u wanna go for a walk?"... I was suppose to take my dinner... but i went out with her.. We walked to the central (again), I bought the Tee that I tried this morning. TM's staff are knocking off... we went to Mango to look @ the clothes.. well, i still go no mood to shop...i bought nuttin from the Mango sales. We went over to starbuck, got a cup of tea & coffee, walk 1 rd ard the Century Square and found no nice food.. then we walk past the Royal sporting house. I asked Christina to help me snap a photo there... we continued our walk back to my home.. we sang along on the way back, chat alot.

We came back to my house... Check the Friendster, wholivesnearyou, blogs... well well... things that I've been doing throughout the days.. and I'm still blogging now... and both of us went to finish up my "Dinner cum supper". It was 12am, she got to work tmr.. She has been a great pal... we talk to each other our feelings... she cools me down alot. I came back, met HoeBang and Jeremy online.. there goes my story again. They told me that I'm too impulsive.. have to take things easy.. ok, watever, I've done my part to msg him again @ his friendster, saying, "So... you don't intend to have a coffee with me?" I hope he at least reply a yes or no... I need an answer.

That's all that I have to say for today.
Last blogged: 25 Jun 2006, 2.36am.

More tests =D

You Are Medium Maintenance

You aren't as hard to deal with as some girls But you aren't the most laid back chick either You're easy to deal with 90% of the time, but watch out for that 10%! If the guy you are with has good intentions, then calm down a little But if he's really screwing up, don't waste your breath - move on :-)

Are You High Maintenance?

You Are Chocolate Ice Cream

Dramatic. Powerful. Flirty.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

You've Got a Bit of a Crush

Maybe your guy friend is a crush of convenience - easy enough to happen Did you just break up with someone? Or are you more lonely than usual? If no to both, then this small crush could be the real deal. Find out if he feels the same - because he just might!

Are You Crushing on Him (And Don't Even Know It)?

You Are a Good Student of Men

You're pretty good at knowing what men are thinking But you're not dead on 100% of the time Let your guy off the hook sometimes... because you may be reading him all wrong!

How Well Do You Understand Men?

My heart, my frails

Today, I took Azhar's bike... cool...din't get to take any picture with him... maybe next time... coz my hair got alittle messy after the ride... and i guess, i wasn't in the mood to take picture..

Thanks Azhar, for being such a nice pal, bringing me to some nice place to makan, near bedok camp there... and he said to let me treat him the food... but ended up I onli paid for my food... coz i dun understand malay.. and tink he was joking..=)... well.. he trying to lied to me that the other bike was his... he thought i will get onto it.. but i seat on Jason's bike b4... how would I be so stupid... haiz... funny boy.

Well.. i went ard telling so many ppl bout him... yes, the him that I've been thinking over the past few days, that makes me went crazy after I emailed him my no.... not sure wat's wrong... maybe he's still thinking? or he already got a girlfriend? (coz i din't asked @ all)? or izzit that he din't get to check his email... i knew he's online... coz he's friendster was updated with the time for last login - 24hrs.. well... or did i happen to give him the wrong number? what's wrong to guys? is he too shy or wat? he wrote in his friendster that to meet someone over a coffee... i was asking him to msg me so tat we can meet up for a cup of coffee... but he din't reply to me... my dear... I'm going Insane... and it's almost 3am now, but I'm like still hibernating... can't slp, feeling hungry @ the wrong time, feel like crying to release the butterflies out of my stomach

...becoz of him, i went to run ard the estate yesterday after my cardio box.. it's damn tiring... but i need to pump it out... i need a good rest... he was causing me to turn like an animal in the night safari... I'm sorry to him, for telling everyone that what I've done...it's not his fault after all... all the things that I've done were 1-sided...

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today, was also the last day of the the 4th week of June... another 1 wk and 1 months, my contract @ BCS will end... I've already drafted my email to my manager... and so happened that she's on MC today, ha! and she did not bring her laptop home... bet she will onli be able to look @ my email on Monday.. it will be embarrassing...

I think I've had a very thick skin... for all the things that I've done.. I am like so self-obsessive, I'm like going ard telling ppl that I'm not ugly... I'm quite pretty... CRAP... i'm not very pretty after all... I'm fat and lots of Pork... well... always like the biggest size girl among the girls @ my height...so disappointed with myself... everyday looking at the weighing machine makes me frown...when will my weighs reduce tremedously? haha... perhaps it will, but takes time... I've lost 2 kg after my diarrhoea and vomiting last week... well...appetite has not been improving alot...n I'm still eating unhealthy..

I met Delia to pass her the souvenir from my company's as she participated in the Big Walk.. well... she's so sotong... told me can meet, after can't meet, then again can meet..... ended up when we caught up with each other, she was so guilty, and said she can't meet me for lunch.. i noe it actually and lied to her that i'm going to get angry.. will... this method did work, and she promised to have a cup of drink with me b4 she leave.. we had Mcdonalds, and ended up out chitchatting last almost an hr... but it was so nice to talk to Delia today... Thanks to Delia too...
Ok done... I'm moving on to brush my teeth and enter to my dream...

Good nitez. Last Blogged: 3.07am, 24 Jun 2006

Tests..again

You Are a Down to Earth Doll

You're good looking and you realize that looks matter And you also know that it's your inside that really shines You do your best to look like an A-lister But you devote most of your time to being a well rounded hottie

Are You Obsessed With Your Looks?

You Are An Intro-Extrovert!

Sometimes you're social - sometimes you're shy You've got a bit of an Introvert / Extrovert split going on You enjoy all sorts of situations. Parties, small groups, and alone time. Too much of one, and you'll long for the other. You need varity! Chances are, you've got both serious and fun friends - and they don't get along.

Are You An Extrovert or Introvert?

Your Spicy Score: Mild

You may not make the hottest first impression.. But you're definitely the type of girl that sticks in a guy's mind. You prefer to play things cool. You know that good things come to those who wait. And the amazing thing about you is that you get hotter over time!

How Spicy Are You?

Your Makeup Look Is

Face Paint You have the talent (and beauty) to pull of this ornate look

What's Your Signature Makeup Look?

Your Famous Movie Kiss is from Romeo + Juliet

"Has my heart loved 'till now? Forswear it, sight! For I never saw a true beauty 'till this night."

What Famous Movie Kiss Are You?

Your Pick Up Line Is

You've been a bad boy! Now go to MY room!

What Pick Up Line Should You Use?

last login: 11:52pm, 23 Jun 2006

You Are 40% Bitchy

You're a pretty sweet person, and you're definitely not prone to bitchy outbursts. Sometimes, though, you can't help thinking mean thoughts about people. But at least you don't act on them!

How Bitchy Are You?

You Attract A Good Amount of Guys

While you may not get the most offers in the room, You've got a good thing going - dating wise You could flirt more and dress up a bit to attract more guys But in general, you are doing just fine!

Are You Attractive?

You Were Nice This Year

You Were 25% Naughty, 75% Nice Okay, so you weren't *entirely* nice this year But Santa doesn't expect a modern girl to be perfect You were good enough - and you'll be rewarded for it

How Naughty (Or Nice) Were You This Year?

You Don't Need a Man, but You Want One!

You like having a guy in your life, and overall, you prefer not to be single. You won't go out with a guy out of desperation.. you rather be alone. However, when you're single, you do tend to obsess a little over dating. Because no matter how good your single life is, it's better with a great guy around.

Do You Need a Man?

You Are a Good Girl

You are 80% Good and 20% Bad Generally speaking, you're a very good girl. (But you don't have us totally fooled!)

Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

You Are A Perfect Date!

Your manners are always spot on And you know how to make a guy feel great... ...While still letting him do a bit of the chase Chances are, your only dating problem is too many offers :-)

Are You a Good Date?

You Are Most Like Daniela Pestova

Gorgeous and chameleon-like

Which Victoria's Secret Angel Are You?

Last Updated: 22 Jun 2006, 12:02am

Tests

You Are 51% Independent

Overall, you're a pretty independent woman. You don't follow trends just to fit in. You've got your own cool thing going on, though you sometimes still care too much about what other's think.

How Independent Are You?

You are a Cautious Red Light Dater

Your dating motto is "slow and steady wins the race" You prefer a long courtship to a whirlwind romance This doesn't mean that you are anti-social or cold You just need time to warm up to the right guy You're online dating style? You are likely to take your time on your profile Then, wait and see what kind of guy emails you As you get more comfortable, you meet more people.

What's Your Dating Speed?

Your Inner Pop Princess Is Kelly Clarkson

"Grew up in a small town And when the rain would fall down I'd just stare out my window Dreaming of what could be" No doubt about it, you have star quality. Might just take a while to get there.

Who's Your Inner Pop Princess?

You Are Right Brained In Love

Bit of a drama queen Peacemaker, first to end a fight Good at thinking up creative dates Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily Going with your gut instead of your head Emphathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault Good at recognizing patterns in relationships Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart

Are You Right Brained or Left Brained in Love?

He Is So Into You!

Come on, why was there any question in your mind? If he hasn't asked you out yet, he will! All signs point to strong flirtation - And that's always a good thing.

Is He Into You?

Your Toes Should Be White

A little funky and a little fresh, you're constantly evolving your flirting style. Your ideal guy: A witty brainiac with hottie potential Stay away from: Overly dorky guys who become obsessed with you

What Color Should Your Toenails Be?

Last updated @ 22 Jun 2006, 1.05am

HiHi, long time no blog again..

i was trying to repair my blog... for almost the whole day today... the last tym i touch it was??? Feb ...

wow... in between a lot of things happened..

Like Christina's bday - 15 Apr (Celebrated on 11 Apr), I've made her a photo album, given her a music box + a spongbob sudoko game book... I'm so nice right... =) yes, i think I am... and specially took leave for the next day, so tat I can accompany her... coz she's my best fren ever.. =)
















Mom & Dad's Bday -on 18th & 20th Apr (on 18th Apr)... This was the pic that I develop for Mama on Mother's day (Home Sweet Home), becoz gor gor is back from Brisbane, Finally.












My 1st time clubbing (I got no idea when, during May)... Can't tell huh..., Christina brought me to the liquid house next to galary hotel, which was quite fun as her friend, Candyce was having an event that day.We got free drinks that day, and her fren Candyce brought us home.. =)

Then comes to Shiwei's Bday - 16 June,(celbrated on 13 June)

I wasn't feeling good on that day, and got MC... haiz... vomited and having bad diarrhoea... so I don't even have the appetite to eat on tat day... wat to do, it was pre plan... anyway, we each got a small cake for her... tat was my idea... and then we bought her a Pandent from Citigems... I myself love it very much, and made a card for her and Hong jie each(coz I din't give her any on her bday)... so we actually ate @ Fish & Co. @ Tampines...I din't manage to gibble donw my garden salad... n I throw out again on that nite after return home...all the vege... yukes... poor me... can't consume anything, and even pass the virus to Mama... Poor Mama...

Follow by, there was father's day, i've got Dad a belt, and Mom, a photo frame with the whole family on Mother's day... Everythings seems to juz flash by yesterday... can't breathe fast...and yes, I had the big walk thingy organised by my company's recreation club.. I'm the secretary..so got to be involve... on 21 May, Hong Jie's Bday on 27 th May which I mistaken on the 23rd.. Opps..., and I bought her a set of Bikinis.. and go ard to collect $$ from the other buddies...;P...then yes...Before that HoebAng's Bday was during Apr... we bought him a soccoer ball...=)

Yesterday, Samuel Fong Brought me to this Irish Bar @ Somerset area... on his treat... well...no photo taken... haiz...but food was not bad.. further more, my appetite juz recovered from my diarrhoea cum flu attack... i fiished up the plate..hee...

Yes...I just get to know this new hot guy.. his name is Dennis...we happened to come across each other friendster...and we made friend! Sort of excited for me.. u noe.. coz I've not bump into a relationship b4... so we shall see if the flowers will blossom... =)The first time we chat over @ friendster was ... 2days ago? hee... coz I've like more than 10 days din't come online... poor me...

And yup, Azhar... we caught up each other on MSN just now...he asked me out on this Fri Nite to makan... I'm goin to take his bike! Gosh..this will be the 2nd tym... a little worry... coz mama says cannot ride on motorbike... veri dangerous.. I noe mom.. but i can't ask my fren to park his bike @ tampines interchange while we take bus/mrt to another place to eat... we'll be careful ok, mom... Love you...Sorry.

Last Written: June 21, 2006, @1.52am.

Got to wake up @ 7.20am tmr for work...omg... I'm still writing my blog...coz i accidentally deleted partial of it..so got to re-write until now... poor me....=(..Good morningz

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testing JM's bloggie... hahaha..

Not a Jealous Bone in Your Body

You're secure, trusting, and giving with friends and lovers And while you may have been hurt before, you've bounced back You're generally happy with your life - and no one's grass is greener than yours One word of caution: some may see your lack of jealousy as indifference!

Are You Jealous?

Your Inner Eye Color Is Blue

You've got the personality of a blue eyed women You're intense and expressive - and always on the go You've also got a sweet, playful side - which draws men in

What's Your Inner Eye Color?

You are Betty Grable

The ulitmate girl next door You're the perfect girl for most guys Pretty yet approachable. Beautiful yet real.

What Famous Pinup Are You?

Guys Like That You're Sensitive

And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!

What Do Guys Like About You?

You'll Find Love Online

Dating in meatspace is way too complicated and time consuming for you You rather find a ton of guys at the click of a button So go on, and have some fun in your online dating adventure Just make sure perfectguy@mrright.com is who he says he is

Where Will You Find Love?

You'll Find a Boyfriend Within 3 Months

Maybe you need a bit more time to get over an ex Or maybe you need a confidence boost to talk to new guys Either way, you'll find a boyfriend in time... As long as you keep getting out there and meeting new guys

When Will You Meet Your Next Boyfriend?

wah koh...

Dunno y.... there are still some.. or indeed most of the blog can't be reviewed... even the previous one... I dunno wat's wrong...

But.. I got my scandals pic here alreadi... let's take a look huh..:P





























Tar-rah~ Nice? Hee... i noe it's nice... of coz... coz my taste is not bad ma...wahahah... anyway... I'm still trying to soft my blog problem... hang on there...~

Yeown...

Something to announce...hee.. My papillio scandals are here!!!! Great man... I haven't took a pic of them yet.. tmr will do it and will post it over here k...

I'm tire... y? Coz i'm editing my blog.. see... nice?But got a problem retriving my archived... and those are the nicest and interesting ones... but the old ones seems to have no problem retriving... weird...

I complaint so much today... sooo annoying... my boss... irritates me... so i complaint to my good friend cum colleague - Laura... during the lunch.. yeah... we hardly had lunch...

I start finding myself weird.. u noe y? I make new friends, but i dun get their hp no... so wat if i wanna meet them for lunch or complaint again? I tink i got to do it to the wall next tym...hmmm... dunno y... the phone is on my hand, and yet i din't get their no.. n they start asking me for mine..and said they sms me but i din't receive... tot the problem was with the operator...but oOps.. it's my fault for not announcing it properly..n some of my frenz dun even noe wu m i... like GF... asked me wu m i... crap...(i'm complaining again)..

I got a few pieces of new year clothes, and yet I've touch them... they're those racer back tee... lazy to tidy myself.. I noe u understand..so rather not wear "sleeveless" huh... girls are always so troublesome...haha...

Yeown (again)... Boodnite. Oops.. Goodnite. ;)

Long Time No See!!!

I tink I've been like ard 3 mths din't come and update my blog... Poor blog, muz have miss me...hee.. during this 3 mths, I've bought a lot of things!!! I've got my phone, my CDs... blah blah blah... so many many many stuff... but I still want somemore... I wanna brace my teeth, I wanna get a new computer, I wanna go bangkok, I wanna go for design course...blah blah blah... forever can't fulfil my wish... married a RICH MAN!but look at the thing that I've listed... many ppl have already done them, and seems like my wishes aren't too expensive huh... should wish for sth special...

Uh huh... a good boyfriend:) for my past 20 yrs plus, I've nv hold a guy's hand for more than 5 mins... except for my dad n brother la! i've nv kiss a boy... huh! I kissed my dad b4..and my Little dipsy...uh.... I've nv accept a guy's propose...yah... TRUE...nv in my life... dunno y i always reject them... I tink they're too Lousy? Not Handsome? Not a good guy? I dunno... juz no Feeling....Nonono..dun get it wrong ok, I'm a normal gal...no lesbian ok...:D...of coz i like girls... i got alot of girlfriends... also boyfriends... but not someone I love deeply...Hope i can find one soon... this shall be my resolution for this new Year.:) Yah.. juz keep a record here... Today is the 13th day of CNY... so soon it's gonna be over...but at least I'm happy... aren't u? :)Mom says my lucky color for this year is Orange and White... guess she got this from TV.. so I'm going to use the orange tone here... hee... but I believe when u feel happy, you feel lucky...:)

Christina came to my house to pai nian today... so long nv see her liao...miss her... we ordered the birkenstock-papillio's scandals... I ordered 2!, shiwei 2, christina and her sis one each... hee...so excited!!! I received an email tat they have shipped out the goods today!!! Hurray... gonna get the scandals in like bout 10-15days...heee...so happy!!!! Finally it's here soon!!!!

Christina gonna enrol for the singapore idol 2 tmr... wish her good LUCK!!! :D

Check this out.. I've got this from Christina's blog.. sorry..hahah.. But looks fun!

Your Celebrity Sisters Are Mary-Kate and Ashley

Funky, eccentric, and offbeat You're not a good girl or a bad girl, just a weird girl

Who Are Your Celebrity Sisters?

Your Nail Polish Color is Black

How you're unique: There's nothing about you that isn't unique Why your style rocks: You are a total indie chick... and you can pull it off What this color says about you: "I'm a trendsetter and don't care what anyone else is doing!"

What Color Nail Polish Best Fits You?

Your Fashion Style is Classic

You like what's stood the test of time... Simple, well styled clothes that don't scream trendy You stay updated and modern, but your clothes stay in style for a while You wouldn't be caught in animal prints, fake fur, or super bright colors

What's Your Fashion Style?

You Are a Soft Kisser

Your kissing style is understated, but effective You give soft, sweet, and soulful kisses to your special guy And that's the key: he's got to be special to get your kiss Because you don't just go around kissing anyone

What's Your Kissing Style?

Men See You As Choosy

Men notice you light years before you notice them You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait

How Do Men See You?

New Phone & Type 1 Jeans

I've decided!!! I decided to get the Sony Errision Phone W550i .. but there will be one better one...!!! coming soon.. W900i.. veri stylo leh... how u fine it? But i tink I dunneed a phone with 3G leh.. waste $$ onli..i tink W550i is good enuff... got stero leh.. power..haha...



Didi.. nono, Dipsy, it's getting bigger!!! I'm so use to call him DiDi alreadi..hahah.. like my younger brother..Anwei, Wat bigger? His body lah.. wat u tinking.. haha.. indeed, he's everything all grow la... onli his head is still so small.. with one peep, u realli tot u saw a big cat with baby head monster! Yeah.. Monster.. Or, should describe it as Alien..haha.. he's veri cute.. and he's voice changing too!!! Like human huh? Believe it or not.. he sound like donald duck now..hee..

Damn.. I can't slp now.. I'm so excited about the new phone!!! And I'm waiting for the promotion..
Yah, promotion.. u noe tat Isetan's having sales again? I'm gonna get my type 1 jeans now... $35 onli!!!! How can i miss tat!!! I'm goin down tmr! Hyah Hyah Hyah!

Let's talk about my D&D..

Hi ppl... long time no see.. Opps... ok la.. sorry.. life been so busy tat everytime I on the comp, i din't even have the time to come and blog..hahah.. ok la.. lotsa excuses only... let's start blogging..

My DnD has juz over.. last Sat.. 29 Oct.. hmmm... so glad it has been over... u noe.. it's so tiring to teach the women.. the bunch of bitchy women.. so tiring.. anyway.. after my hardship and thx MOM.. for helping the bitchy women + me to make the dresses.. god let us won the 1st for the Talent Quest - ANGEL... wahaha.. i mean the song ANGEL by the Corr.. we were dancing for tat... and we got the 2nd for the Table theme.. with the ANGEL's attire.. and last but not least.. GOD let me WON the 3rd for LUCKY DRAW!! wahah.. it's a Belmain watch.. but not sth tat I've long for.. I've been aiming for the ipod NANO!!! Damn.. y din't give me the 6th prize instead!!!!!! so fated siah.. I was the3rd to go up the stage.. we had to spin the wheel.. n I've got E.. and E is the 3rd prize!!! AAHHHH.. y? Y? Y? y ? Y?!!?!? nvm la... forget it.. it's mine means mine... aniwei I'm goin to get th W800i soon.. or maybe the W550i instead.. see which one is more budgetable..hahah.. ok.. back to topic.. did u noe.. I wore my angel clothes back home! walk down to the outside with tat piece of cloth! haha.. it was @ Grand Hyatt Hotel somemore u noe..hahaha... GOSH!and coz of this performance, now I'm having a bad sore throat.. I've asked the event organizer to turn down the mic.. coz I was so scare till I forgotten the lyricS~~!!! haha.. but i din't forget when I up on STAGE..not stage.. it's the dance floor..haha... thank god.. ppl tot I'm realli singing..wahaha~~!! It's realli incredible...