Good day. It's Christina's Birthday. Happy birthday, my bestie. And yesterday was Yating's birthday. She's my nursery schoolmate. Goodness. My longest friend of 19 years, and first time I wished her a happy birthday. It's awesome.
Today, I'm going for my teeth extraction *ssss*... i can't imagine i loss 4 teeth over a night. Scary. I told him (by dropping him a message).
Christina treated me a movie just now, it's called the 'Definitely, Maybe'. The movie was nice.. but i can't concentrate (though I tried to), coz it was soo cold in the theatre that I wanna pee.. haha.. but i really endure till the last bit. She cried while watching.. I think it's nice, but I didn't cry. I can understand the story.. hmm, and I think the ending was good.. dun see the point for crying here la..
For the moment, I feel.. heavy, loaded. Is that the word to use? I don't know. I talked to Chris, the work & my feeling. I've been feeling so much. For work, for him. So tire and stressful. haiz. I wish to msg him these:
"3 words for u:
I love you.
4 words that I'm feeling right now:
I'm missin' u alot
5 words that have been all along in my mind:
I wanna be with you."
I dunwanna write these stuff to him anymore. Perhaps he just prefers the hardcore girl. I can't show too much of my dependency on him, coz he don't like (I guess so). I'm strong, remember? The perfectionist and the independent young lady. That's me la, the Virgo's charisma.
Good nite.
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Friday, April 11, 2008
ehhh...well. that's life.
Soo.. many things. Too many things to look at.. boss handing over to me, saying gonna split job btw me and my colleague. Think I'm a big mouth.. didn't manage to keep the little secret that she's coming over to help us in Compliance Team. Aaahahahah. Duncare. This kinda thing dunneed to keep it low profile.. bleh. But seems like I'm gonna play a big part after boss left. Haiz.. I'm so tire. I hope they will get me a lappy.. i dunwanna take my boss one.. so Dirty (n always seeing her scratching the head), guess i will pour out lotsa dandruff and what.. some biscuit crisp from the lappy if i overturn it. KNS! Yewks. Can't stand ppl who are sooo.. Dirty. Y ah?
Ppl don't realise that they're damn ugly and gross when they did some unglam stuff.. like digging nose in front of ppl (although @ home), scratching their scalp until bits of crispy skin drop out (on the bus, especially those baldding uncles), or like scratching their armpits (yewks!) then start touching some other stuff, or like sneezes and then touch somewhere else without realising their smelly saliver on their hand, or like SNEEZE unglammly and spreading the super smelly saliver across the ROOM! GROSS!!! these ppl, I sometimes really wanna give them a hard whack on their head man! (better not, or i will dirty my hand).. yewks! but saying them, i guess sometimes u will start to do these gross thingy n without realising it...hahahaah. Of coz I'm not that gross. But I just simply can't stand somebody begin to dig their nose happily while watching the TV then *fling*.. arghhh. At least grab a piece of tissue and clean the ** on it la! yee-aarrhhh.
Anyway.. I'm just bore. I dunno wanna write what. Bore, tire, vex, in vain, a little not feeling good, bad skin, outbreak, missing someone terribly, knock my kneecap after sea cockroaches run up my feet (damn thing!), smelly shoes.. blah blah blah.. aiyah, all the bad bad stuff come so near to me. I HATE THESE!!! GROSS! Fuck.
I'm just throwing my anger here again. Cool. I'm going to sleep.
Ppl don't realise that they're damn ugly and gross when they did some unglam stuff.. like digging nose in front of ppl (although @ home), scratching their scalp until bits of crispy skin drop out (on the bus, especially those baldding uncles), or like scratching their armpits (yewks!) then start touching some other stuff, or like sneezes and then touch somewhere else without realising their smelly saliver on their hand, or like SNEEZE unglammly and spreading the super smelly saliver across the ROOM! GROSS!!! these ppl, I sometimes really wanna give them a hard whack on their head man! (better not, or i will dirty my hand).. yewks! but saying them, i guess sometimes u will start to do these gross thingy n without realising it...hahahaah. Of coz I'm not that gross. But I just simply can't stand somebody begin to dig their nose happily while watching the TV then *fling*.. arghhh. At least grab a piece of tissue and clean the ** on it la! yee-aarrhhh.
Anyway.. I'm just bore. I dunno wanna write what. Bore, tire, vex, in vain, a little not feeling good, bad skin, outbreak, missing someone terribly, knock my kneecap after sea cockroaches run up my feet (damn thing!), smelly shoes.. blah blah blah.. aiyah, all the bad bad stuff come so near to me. I HATE THESE!!! GROSS! Fuck.
I'm just throwing my anger here again. Cool. I'm going to sleep.
Thursday, April 03, 2008
Surprise.. Yah. Surprises.
I just wanna say something... ughh.. been sooo tire for these days. Guess I've over enjoyed myself over the weekend last week.
Though I didn't get to enjoy myself @ zouk (with Ms L & Mr G) on Fri nite, but it was fun on the next nite, where Sean asked me to join along for MieNa's bf's gang @ The Arena. It's nice there.. RnB music was good (the live band sings well). I vomited.. well coz I'm too full I guess. Hey, at least I had managed to walk home.
Then followed by Sunday, went to Bishan for some praying respect to my 'brother', uncle and auntie? Hmm.. I made some wishes.. I dunno if it will fulfill, but I wish it could. I wish I wish.
And I met Chris to go Swensen @ Changi Airport T3 (my 1st time there!). My treat to her for celebrating my promotion and also congrats to her for moving on to a new job soon. :D
Then today, soooo slpy for the whole day (and guess what, it's already Thur morning now, n I have to get up earler for my briefing @ marina mandarin hotel! goodness). But the key thing is:
My boss (she's my supervisor actually.. just used to say tt she's my boss) is leaving. Shucks. Is that the reason why I got a double promotion? I don't know, I guess that is part of the reason. I'm kinda worry now. That's y I'm so alert @ this moment. Shucks. And my bridging course will be starting soon in beginning of May (if I got accepted by UOL?)... I'm really lost @ the point when she told me that. I only questioned myself "Why? How? Really going?" Seems like a karma.. e previous time i got extended for my contract, right after tt my previous 'boss' left too.. and now? Hey..that's not a good sign... I may move on quick, but I guess Money is more important than the title tight? Though a slight jump in my pay, but i guess i'm still lowly paid. Goodness, this company is really stingy.
Phew. I shall end here... Really really tire. Really feeling sooo Fuck up these days. Arghh. Bad days.
Though I didn't get to enjoy myself @ zouk (with Ms L & Mr G) on Fri nite, but it was fun on the next nite, where Sean asked me to join along for MieNa's bf's gang @ The Arena. It's nice there.. RnB music was good (the live band sings well). I vomited.. well coz I'm too full I guess. Hey, at least I had managed to walk home.
Then followed by Sunday, went to Bishan for some praying respect to my 'brother', uncle and auntie? Hmm.. I made some wishes.. I dunno if it will fulfill, but I wish it could. I wish I wish.
And I met Chris to go Swensen @ Changi Airport T3 (my 1st time there!). My treat to her for celebrating my promotion and also congrats to her for moving on to a new job soon. :D
Then today, soooo slpy for the whole day (and guess what, it's already Thur morning now, n I have to get up earler for my briefing @ marina mandarin hotel! goodness). But the key thing is:
My boss (she's my supervisor actually.. just used to say tt she's my boss) is leaving. Shucks. Is that the reason why I got a double promotion? I don't know, I guess that is part of the reason. I'm kinda worry now. That's y I'm so alert @ this moment. Shucks. And my bridging course will be starting soon in beginning of May (if I got accepted by UOL?)... I'm really lost @ the point when she told me that. I only questioned myself "Why? How? Really going?" Seems like a karma.. e previous time i got extended for my contract, right after tt my previous 'boss' left too.. and now? Hey..that's not a good sign... I may move on quick, but I guess Money is more important than the title tight? Though a slight jump in my pay, but i guess i'm still lowly paid. Goodness, this company is really stingy.
Phew. I shall end here... Really really tire. Really feeling sooo Fuck up these days. Arghh. Bad days.
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Just blogging.
I just looked through my past blogs. I realised I'm a late blogger. No wonder I've got such bad dark eye rings.. Haa.
Looking through the blogs, I feel sympathy for myself.. I really had a very bad love luck. I don't know why. Guys that I've came across are all kinds of weirdo. They made me had heartaches. How come ah?
Anyway, some good stuff to share with all.. I've got my bonus, increment, and then now, Promotion. Ha. Last yr I was still complaining in my blog that I'm going to take my half month and go, coz company don't see my effort. And guess what, I've got a double promotion. Wow. It's just my luck I guess. And now that I'm gonna start studying, I'm just worry that I may not perform well. I hope everything will work well. At least I've got appreciated now. Thanks. I'm a Executive now okay.. SW is damn envious of me now.. I will give both her and Chris a treat soon.. :)
I don't know if I sounded ok, or will he understand me.. and didn't realise that at least my past 3 blogs have been talking bout him. I msged him this morning.. a long good one. But looking at the way how he treated me, it seems the same, same way as Mr J treated me. Oh boy. Please tell me I'm wrong.
I'm listening to Mariah Carey's new song - Touch My Body. This song is nice.. (but not the MTV). I'm recently into Rihanna's song. So shakey booty nice. "Please don't stop the music". I need to listen to it everyday, otherwise it's like something missing. Wow. Music really plays a great part in my life.
So will I be getting my Coach Bleecker Duffler bag? Hope got stock. I want it. Shiwei has helped me to make order, but might not have the colour that I want. U think the store will go make the order? I hope they will leh.
Yah, 23 Mar was the date when I got my driving license a year ago. Happy anniversary. Same day, 3rd granduncle passed away, but he's the 3rd year anniversary. I kinda missed him. I rmb that was the time when I just started blogging. Reminds me of many thing. My trip to australia.. wow.. amost 3 years ago, and my little dipsy, also getting to 3 years old.. haha.
Slping soon. Good nite.
Looking through the blogs, I feel sympathy for myself.. I really had a very bad love luck. I don't know why. Guys that I've came across are all kinds of weirdo. They made me had heartaches. How come ah?
Anyway, some good stuff to share with all.. I've got my bonus, increment, and then now, Promotion. Ha. Last yr I was still complaining in my blog that I'm going to take my half month and go, coz company don't see my effort. And guess what, I've got a double promotion. Wow. It's just my luck I guess. And now that I'm gonna start studying, I'm just worry that I may not perform well. I hope everything will work well. At least I've got appreciated now. Thanks. I'm a Executive now okay.. SW is damn envious of me now.. I will give both her and Chris a treat soon.. :)
I don't know if I sounded ok, or will he understand me.. and didn't realise that at least my past 3 blogs have been talking bout him. I msged him this morning.. a long good one. But looking at the way how he treated me, it seems the same, same way as Mr J treated me. Oh boy. Please tell me I'm wrong.
I'm listening to Mariah Carey's new song - Touch My Body. This song is nice.. (but not the MTV). I'm recently into Rihanna's song. So shakey booty nice. "Please don't stop the music". I need to listen to it everyday, otherwise it's like something missing. Wow. Music really plays a great part in my life.
So will I be getting my Coach Bleecker Duffler bag? Hope got stock. I want it. Shiwei has helped me to make order, but might not have the colour that I want. U think the store will go make the order? I hope they will leh.
Yah, 23 Mar was the date when I got my driving license a year ago. Happy anniversary. Same day, 3rd granduncle passed away, but he's the 3rd year anniversary. I kinda missed him. I rmb that was the time when I just started blogging. Reminds me of many thing. My trip to australia.. wow.. amost 3 years ago, and my little dipsy, also getting to 3 years old.. haha.
Slping soon. Good nite.
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Hahaha! I just can't stop laughing (wakeboarding)
Haha! Damn Funny, I can't stop laughing when I watch myself getting up. Fat thighs.. wahahaha!!
Friday, March 21, 2008
Wakeboarding in HOT sun!
Woohoo.. today's wakeboarding is really... GREAT! (I will upload my video the next round!)
Overall, it's fun, and very tiring. Whole body is aching now.. but I think it's worth the money (each pax bout $58). And best part, we've got our tan... I'm like a lobster now.. haha. Got a big bruise on my thigh.. but can't recall when i got it. The ppl who turned up are AUD, May, Sean, my bro & Addaline jie jie. :D
It's really really fun. All teasing me say my boobs big.. yahh.. thanks to dad lo. Poh Poh one is big, and pass down the gen to me lo.. LOL.
Anyway, am really tire now. (n I drop him a msg in wholivesnearyou.. er... maybe tt's my last hope..) haha. Somehow, I find him quite good looking after seeing him.. but he didn't leave me much impression the moment we first chit chat. lalala. I'm real happy today, maybe coz of the wakeboarding ba. Just that didn't go to zouk. Sian. Nobody wanna go with me. Laura the liar. dunlike her. :(
Good nite to all. Yawn.
Overall, it's fun, and very tiring. Whole body is aching now.. but I think it's worth the money (each pax bout $58). And best part, we've got our tan... I'm like a lobster now.. haha. Got a big bruise on my thigh.. but can't recall when i got it. The ppl who turned up are AUD, May, Sean, my bro & Addaline jie jie. :D
It's really really fun. All teasing me say my boobs big.. yahh.. thanks to dad lo. Poh Poh one is big, and pass down the gen to me lo.. LOL.
Anyway, am really tire now. (n I drop him a msg in wholivesnearyou.. er... maybe tt's my last hope..) haha. Somehow, I find him quite good looking after seeing him.. but he didn't leave me much impression the moment we first chit chat. lalala. I'm real happy today, maybe coz of the wakeboarding ba. Just that didn't go to zouk. Sian. Nobody wanna go with me. Laura the liar. dunlike her. :(
Good nite to all. Yawn.
Thursday, March 20, 2008
Where should I start..
Alrite.. here's my stories.. Big changes to my life. I will shoot at 1 go.
My Love
I hate it. He's avoiding me. Not responding to me. I don't know what the freak is this happening. Maybe I tried to hard. What I wanted is just a simple Love. He don't even care bout me. We met on 29 Feb. An unlucky day for me. I nv want this day to happen in my life again. Things worked well initially, though he was late and he went in to the bar himself. Whatever, I didn't wanna argue over such small matters. I can pay for my own expenses (and I did). All I wanted is to meet him. But if I could rewind time back, I wish I didn't meet him that day. Things turned out badly @ the end. I cried in front of him (coz I was quite drunk).. everything was in a mess. Super messy. I cried on the way home. I think I was very upset the way he treated me. It wasn't the way he was the first time we met. I don't know why was he doing that to me.. guess he did that on purpose. But since that day, I've been thinking badly for him. I tried my best effort to comfort him through texting, coz there's no other way we can talk (he don't pick up my call either). Today will be the 20th day since we met. No reply from him at all. I was dead worry then, but only when I saw him online (in wholivesnearyou.. haha.. that kinda website?) on Tue. He's fine. I know. So i blah him a msg there saying, "so you're online huh? when do u wanna stop seeing me until?".. pretty pissed off here.. but anyway i knew he will go offline. whatever. He's just a loser. jerk. stupid guy who doesn't know there's a silly gal waiting for him down here.
Y are all these guys existing in this world!!! Can they be more understanding? What's the problem there! I'm really not that possessive.. am I (I'm just agressive.oops)? Did I just try too hard? Anyway, I stopped my smsing to him since yesterday. I stopped. I told myself, that's enough. U can't talk to the air for the rest of the 2 months. It's crazy. He's not appreciating your love. U've got to move on.
I just have no luck in Love. Damn. Unfortunately, I couldn't see other guys now. I'm just being loyal. So I leave it to him to make the move. Silly me.
My study
I fake an MC ytd. Haha. Coz I wanna go and certified my certificates and do my registration for PSB. Everything was done ytd. That's pretty fast. Felt so guilty for faking that MC. Sorry to my boss, sorry to the Doctor.. I just don't like to tell lies. So next move is, WAIT for the admin officer to get back to me in Apr. And if application is successful, means I'm gonna start my bridging courses in May. Damn, the timetable are so pack! OMG. I can't imagine I'm studying for the straight Mon, Tue, Thu then Fri. But this can help me to cut down 1 year of study. That's worth it (of coz in terms of money too!). Hurray, I'm gonna study soon. I can't wait to start actually. Guess I can take this opportunity to slim down, coz no time to eat dinner. Hahah.
My Braces
Yup, in progress now. Already installed the brackets, they are hurting my gums, but at least my oral hygiene improves. Hee. I'm gonna wear braces soon! 15th Apr will do my extraction of teeth (of 4.. damn painful lo), 22nd Apr will put on the braces!!! Yuppie!! I started talking weirdly.. haha.. coz I always feeling sth in my mouth.. and always bite my cheek wall.. ouch. Can't have my lovely chocolates, sweet talk with pearls.. sooo SAD, and that's going to be 2 years you know. I've already spent like 700 for dental liao.. sobsob.. expensive to be pretty. It's ok, I may have slimmer face next time.. (My face is so short and round.. i don't like it! :( )
Tomorrow
I'm going for wakeboarding! Hurray, my first time lei!! Hee. Gonna be exciting. It's Good Friday tmr (so fun). And at nite, if I'm not wrong, I should be hitting Zouk, coz got free entry!! heee.. suppose to go chill out tonite, but everyone not in the mood.. so postpone to next week, at least everyone gets the pay and maybe the bonus as well? Hee.. wondering how much I'm getting for my bonus lei.. hahah.. *Drooling* Then can pay for my coach bleecker duffler liao... Wahahahah!
Okay, time to pen-off (tire and stink. Oops). Gonna take a shower then head to bed. Wakeboarding, here I come (God, please bless me with Great Sun tmr from 10-2pm! Thank u :3)!
=Busy little Woman=
My Love
I hate it. He's avoiding me. Not responding to me. I don't know what the freak is this happening. Maybe I tried to hard. What I wanted is just a simple Love. He don't even care bout me. We met on 29 Feb. An unlucky day for me. I nv want this day to happen in my life again. Things worked well initially, though he was late and he went in to the bar himself. Whatever, I didn't wanna argue over such small matters. I can pay for my own expenses (and I did). All I wanted is to meet him. But if I could rewind time back, I wish I didn't meet him that day. Things turned out badly @ the end. I cried in front of him (coz I was quite drunk).. everything was in a mess. Super messy. I cried on the way home. I think I was very upset the way he treated me. It wasn't the way he was the first time we met. I don't know why was he doing that to me.. guess he did that on purpose. But since that day, I've been thinking badly for him. I tried my best effort to comfort him through texting, coz there's no other way we can talk (he don't pick up my call either). Today will be the 20th day since we met. No reply from him at all. I was dead worry then, but only when I saw him online (in wholivesnearyou.. haha.. that kinda website?) on Tue. He's fine. I know. So i blah him a msg there saying, "so you're online huh? when do u wanna stop seeing me until?".. pretty pissed off here.. but anyway i knew he will go offline. whatever. He's just a loser. jerk. stupid guy who doesn't know there's a silly gal waiting for him down here.
Y are all these guys existing in this world!!! Can they be more understanding? What's the problem there! I'm really not that possessive.. am I (I'm just agressive.oops)? Did I just try too hard? Anyway, I stopped my smsing to him since yesterday. I stopped. I told myself, that's enough. U can't talk to the air for the rest of the 2 months. It's crazy. He's not appreciating your love. U've got to move on.
I just have no luck in Love. Damn. Unfortunately, I couldn't see other guys now. I'm just being loyal. So I leave it to him to make the move. Silly me.
My study
I fake an MC ytd. Haha. Coz I wanna go and certified my certificates and do my registration for PSB. Everything was done ytd. That's pretty fast. Felt so guilty for faking that MC. Sorry to my boss, sorry to the Doctor.. I just don't like to tell lies. So next move is, WAIT for the admin officer to get back to me in Apr. And if application is successful, means I'm gonna start my bridging courses in May. Damn, the timetable are so pack! OMG. I can't imagine I'm studying for the straight Mon, Tue, Thu then Fri. But this can help me to cut down 1 year of study. That's worth it (of coz in terms of money too!). Hurray, I'm gonna study soon. I can't wait to start actually. Guess I can take this opportunity to slim down, coz no time to eat dinner. Hahah.
My Braces
Yup, in progress now. Already installed the brackets, they are hurting my gums, but at least my oral hygiene improves. Hee. I'm gonna wear braces soon! 15th Apr will do my extraction of teeth (of 4.. damn painful lo), 22nd Apr will put on the braces!!! Yuppie!! I started talking weirdly.. haha.. coz I always feeling sth in my mouth.. and always bite my cheek wall.. ouch. Can't have my lovely chocolates, sweet talk with pearls.. sooo SAD, and that's going to be 2 years you know. I've already spent like 700 for dental liao.. sobsob.. expensive to be pretty. It's ok, I may have slimmer face next time.. (My face is so short and round.. i don't like it! :( )
Tomorrow
I'm going for wakeboarding! Hurray, my first time lei!! Hee. Gonna be exciting. It's Good Friday tmr (so fun). And at nite, if I'm not wrong, I should be hitting Zouk, coz got free entry!! heee.. suppose to go chill out tonite, but everyone not in the mood.. so postpone to next week, at least everyone gets the pay and maybe the bonus as well? Hee.. wondering how much I'm getting for my bonus lei.. hahah.. *Drooling* Then can pay for my coach bleecker duffler liao... Wahahahah!
Okay, time to pen-off (tire and stink. Oops). Gonna take a shower then head to bed. Wakeboarding, here I come (God, please bless me with Great Sun tmr from 10-2pm! Thank u :3)!
=Busy little Woman=
Saturday, February 09, 2008
Agitated!!!! I want to screammmm!!!
i hate that feeling. i can't shake it off.. he said somehow he likes me too... but he's acting soo strange. Y is he asking me out for drinks only? y no other stuff. I hate that. we've not seen each other after that time. The infatuation feeling is burning off slowly, probably coz I'm already used to that for the past 2 weeks, but i still don't feel good. Argh... sounds complicating right? That's how I'm feeling now. He actually spoilt my feeling for him.. he asked me out for 2 times... 1st time i didn't agree, coz I got freakingly no mood (we got some arguement over it). Yesterday he asked, I agreed, but he turned down the session coz last min got thing's on. And today, he just sms me saying might not meet up today again, coz he need to pass the car to his bro. hey Ppl, u know I'm staying all the way @ east and to travel down to town takes me more than an hour.. he thinks I dun dress up slightly to meet him.. he thinks I'm not understanding coz he really got stuff on, then he's damn insensitive over a girl I WOULD SAY. Can I dump him like that? I wish to.. I'm tire of this game. I dunwan such a complicating life. it really suffocates me. Damn.
Studying... guess I'm self-prepared to go for study. I'm looking at courses at SIM. Hope my 2 other buddies are also studying... but if not, guess I'm gonna do it on my own... afterall I'm studying for myself.. not for anyone else. It's gonna be something tiring for the rest of the year... but if I could occupied myself with studies, guess I could think lesser for the courtship... it's has covered 1/2 of my entire brain. I need a rest.
Ahhh... then other pissing off stuff.. my dad.. he's superly insensitive.. I wonder how my mom has been tolerating him for the past years... he wants me to type an insurance letter for him! wtf.. what is the matter with him... I dun even know what he wants in the letter, he just keep pestering me to get the ink cartridge and get the letter typed ready for him. Damn it.. I have not been so agitated by him for such a long time.. he just thinks he's the king of the house and happily instructing ppl to do his way. Shit, i dun even give a damn thing for that.
Argh.. I'm just venting my anger here. I wouldn't be soo pissed off when u ppl see me on the street... I just need a good break.. and a carefree life + a good relationship mah.
Yewks~ Life's so terrible for me ;~(
Studying... guess I'm self-prepared to go for study. I'm looking at courses at SIM. Hope my 2 other buddies are also studying... but if not, guess I'm gonna do it on my own... afterall I'm studying for myself.. not for anyone else. It's gonna be something tiring for the rest of the year... but if I could occupied myself with studies, guess I could think lesser for the courtship... it's has covered 1/2 of my entire brain. I need a rest.
Ahhh... then other pissing off stuff.. my dad.. he's superly insensitive.. I wonder how my mom has been tolerating him for the past years... he wants me to type an insurance letter for him! wtf.. what is the matter with him... I dun even know what he wants in the letter, he just keep pestering me to get the ink cartridge and get the letter typed ready for him. Damn it.. I have not been so agitated by him for such a long time.. he just thinks he's the king of the house and happily instructing ppl to do his way. Shit, i dun even give a damn thing for that.
Argh.. I'm just venting my anger here. I wouldn't be soo pissed off when u ppl see me on the street... I just need a good break.. and a carefree life + a good relationship mah.
Yewks~ Life's so terrible for me ;~(
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Hi there!
Boo!
New year has came, and next the CNY... bought many clothes but seems boring.
Hmmm... "Slim down!" I say. working hard on it!
Yeah, I hope I'm thinking neither right nor left. I'm thinking STRAIGHT. I like someone. Someone that I only met once. I know that's crazy, but this funny feeling keeps clinging on my heart... Kinda annoying. I can't be too straight forward, but I can't just stay there. Well, 1 end of my mind keeps saying - "U like him? Don't know? Ask him la!", while the other side will always says, "Steady steady. U don't want something like the past happened again". Argh... it's the whole day thingy, it just keep bothering me. Haisay! I'm just a normal human being lei... y so torturing?
Anyway... my navel is sooo painful. Sucks. I'm angry (with the scar). What am I supposed to do to it huh? :(
I wanna make some change to myself. Oh, did I mention, I just cut my hair really short. Yup, but it's difficult to style. Haiz. I want it shorter, but I guess it will looks more horrible than now, especially in the morning. Hahaha. Better don't think of that.
I want to get a Coach Duffle Bag! I just love it after I saw it on the magazine!!! Aizzz... I guess it gonna spend me a bomb. Anyway, I just get some cheap ones to standby. Ok, I shall stop buying.
Argh... putting braces. This was something that I've been mentioning for long. I guess I should be doing it after CNY, becoz that's the time I will get my bonus!!! yeppie!!
New year has came, and next the CNY... bought many clothes but seems boring.
Hmmm... "Slim down!" I say. working hard on it!
Yeah, I hope I'm thinking neither right nor left. I'm thinking STRAIGHT. I like someone. Someone that I only met once. I know that's crazy, but this funny feeling keeps clinging on my heart... Kinda annoying. I can't be too straight forward, but I can't just stay there. Well, 1 end of my mind keeps saying - "U like him? Don't know? Ask him la!", while the other side will always says, "Steady steady. U don't want something like the past happened again". Argh... it's the whole day thingy, it just keep bothering me. Haisay! I'm just a normal human being lei... y so torturing?
Anyway... my navel is sooo painful. Sucks. I'm angry (with the scar). What am I supposed to do to it huh? :(
I wanna make some change to myself. Oh, did I mention, I just cut my hair really short. Yup, but it's difficult to style. Haiz. I want it shorter, but I guess it will looks more horrible than now, especially in the morning. Hahaha. Better don't think of that.
I want to get a Coach Duffle Bag! I just love it after I saw it on the magazine!!! Aizzz... I guess it gonna spend me a bomb. Anyway, I just get some cheap ones to standby. Ok, I shall stop buying.
Argh... putting braces. This was something that I've been mentioning for long. I guess I should be doing it after CNY, becoz that's the time I will get my bonus!!! yeppie!!
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Self-entertaining...
my phone's button spoil!!!! argh.. less than a month only u noe... muz faster send down for repair.. who noes i can get a new phone? :( veri sad...
haiz... i wanna go for holiday... but i got no $$$.. tell me where can earn more bucks? tell me pls...
think i put on weight again! argh! annoying! irritating. Bad skin again... wah... y all the bad stuff approach me... SHOO!!! go away! I wan some luck!. Faster slim down so that my Mr Q will come soon... woahahah
*I'm self entertaining myself. Just let me be.* Thanks.
haiz... i wanna go for holiday... but i got no $$$.. tell me where can earn more bucks? tell me pls...
think i put on weight again! argh! annoying! irritating. Bad skin again... wah... y all the bad stuff approach me... SHOO!!! go away! I wan some luck!. Faster slim down so that my Mr Q will come soon... woahahah
*I'm self entertaining myself. Just let me be.* Thanks.
Monday, November 19, 2007
Family Day
Hey yah!!! Today's weather is really GREAT! I love the sun! n my first ride on the Jet Ski, the keel boat, and last but not least... THE BANANA BOAT! Omg!!! I love the sea sport! Thanks to the weather, now I'm pretty tan now. Love the color of my skin.. N I sold 1 pair of earrings during the flea market (which I ended up playing banana boat n my colleagues help me to sell my stuff.. lol)
but... the stomach still very fair lei.. haiz.. my navel piercing... turning bad... jialat. Any idea how to reduce scarring? It's pretty ugly now... godness. It has been like 7 months already.. but the scar is still there, n worse, the piercing goes the wrong direction... how ah? release n repierce? or let the scar heal? or stay put? :( someone pls help me... sometime it hurts u noe...
N yah, yesterday went down to DXO... not good. Food not nice also. I think today's buffet taste better. But i still hangover... haha, coz it's free flow of drink... but too bad, the place wasn't fun... so i got a prob of continuing when i got tire. Should have went down to zouk right... haiz...
but... the stomach still very fair lei.. haiz.. my navel piercing... turning bad... jialat. Any idea how to reduce scarring? It's pretty ugly now... godness. It has been like 7 months already.. but the scar is still there, n worse, the piercing goes the wrong direction... how ah? release n repierce? or let the scar heal? or stay put? :( someone pls help me... sometime it hurts u noe...
N yah, yesterday went down to DXO... not good. Food not nice also. I think today's buffet taste better. But i still hangover... haha, coz it's free flow of drink... but too bad, the place wasn't fun... so i got a prob of continuing when i got tire. Should have went down to zouk right... haiz...
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Tah-rah~
Guess what, yesterday I went for my first KTV session (oh, should be 2 days ago... coz it's 12.41am, 30 Oct now)... hahaha, it's fun. I had my maraton singing session from 11am to 2pm, almost non-stop. I quite like to sing there, n surprisingly, Mr Toh got a great voice. Next time can jio him out for singing liao. N coincidentally, I met Hong Jie when I reached somerset, way abit early for my KTV session, coz too long nv drop by to town, forgotten the timing for travelling from Tampines to Orchard... haha.. so we actually met after my singing session n had her lunch together. Then we went down to look for Chris @ her shop. Well. We went for a 2nd lunch. I'm just filled with excitement, and with the songs runnin throu' my head whereever I go... I love singing! haha. Glad that I didn't spend a buck on clothes yesterday... perhaps I didn't bring my shopping mood along la! Coz I was getting ready for my new PDA phone... I think I should be getting it soon! Yeepee!!!
Then today... dunno why so busy... arranging this n that, updating my boss things, check this check that... super tiring. Only fulfillment today... I saw this handsome chap @ level 8... guess he's an intern there. Good to see cute young guy (Finally lo!) in the company. Guess he'll be there awhile la, coz HRD didn't send out any email on new staff (as in him la), so prob he wun be here for too long... always see him & 2 other of his friend walking ard.. so shiok. I'm thinking of boys again... Haiyoh!
Bad sign, bad sign...
OH... I'm being opt for the communal committee in my company.. stupid thing... but I just enjoy doing these... to kill my time in office, n also giving excuses to surf the net la... lol! Guess we going to racky the place (DXO) next week! Yeepee!!! I need a good break!!! I miss clubbing~ :)
Haiz, tmr got meeting again. Sian.. my report is not done yet. Haiz... pls spare me some air!!!!
Then today... dunno why so busy... arranging this n that, updating my boss things, check this check that... super tiring. Only fulfillment today... I saw this handsome chap @ level 8... guess he's an intern there. Good to see cute young guy (Finally lo!) in the company. Guess he'll be there awhile la, coz HRD didn't send out any email on new staff (as in him la), so prob he wun be here for too long... always see him & 2 other of his friend walking ard.. so shiok. I'm thinking of boys again... Haiyoh!
Bad sign, bad sign...
OH... I'm being opt for the communal committee in my company.. stupid thing... but I just enjoy doing these... to kill my time in office, n also giving excuses to surf the net la... lol! Guess we going to racky the place (DXO) next week! Yeepee!!! I need a good break!!! I miss clubbing~ :)
Haiz, tmr got meeting again. Sian.. my report is not done yet. Haiz... pls spare me some air!!!!
Thursday, October 18, 2007
Just a quick one
So many things come and pass by my times... time really flies.
First I've got promoted,
Next my colleagues got married,
then I catching up with my buddies,
coming one is the thorough healthcheck
while the on-going ones are I've been trying to keep fit, plus learning rollerblade from scratch and bought a new part of rollerblade!
Guess what comes next? Yes, my hp contract is ending soon, so I'm gonna get a new phone soon! But right now I'm just worry bout my expenses for the coming months. I wanna study, wanna put braces... blah blah blah! Shit.. soo many things queueing to take their turn in the couple of months... Can I have more $$$ ? Yes... annual bonus coming too! (Yeah.. I'm waiting very HARD! and my tongue's dropping!!!) I'm targetting to get the Atom Life from O2... The one white in color looks so cool! Gosh... I can't wait for my hp contract to end!!! God! Y am I so greedy! Damn it. I need to control my fingers from getting burn. Ouch!
Help me mom... I really need that money... :(
No love life now. Boring topic.
Good nite.
First I've got promoted,
Next my colleagues got married,
then I catching up with my buddies,
coming one is the thorough healthcheck
while the on-going ones are I've been trying to keep fit, plus learning rollerblade from scratch and bought a new part of rollerblade!
Guess what comes next? Yes, my hp contract is ending soon, so I'm gonna get a new phone soon! But right now I'm just worry bout my expenses for the coming months. I wanna study, wanna put braces... blah blah blah! Shit.. soo many things queueing to take their turn in the couple of months... Can I have more $$$ ? Yes... annual bonus coming too! (Yeah.. I'm waiting very HARD! and my tongue's dropping!!!) I'm targetting to get the Atom Life from O2... The one white in color looks so cool! Gosh... I can't wait for my hp contract to end!!! God! Y am I so greedy! Damn it. I need to control my fingers from getting burn. Ouch!
Help me mom... I really need that money... :(
No love life now. Boring topic.
Good nite.
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Not another year...
WOw... what a fast week. But I'm glad, I have turned 22 already! Don't really know how to describe the feeling... hmmm.. it's just peaceful and a quiet one. I like the kinda feeling. One thing sad was that I actually planned to go Sentosa on that day, but bad sky tricked me... it rained and dark clouds formed for the whole morning (it was later bright and sunny in the afternoon! Goodness!) and so our (both Saad & myself) beach outting was ruined. What a waste!!!! Eeeekkkk... she purposely take her off day to accompany me, and yet the stupid weather... hmmm... But really appreciate her company (and a pretty card & photo frame from her), we were spending the day at movie, food, spotlight and daiso ... a fulfulment day though. Thought perhaps I could get the sun the next day, so went down to swim in the morning... who knows, again it was a very cloudy day... hmmmm I want to SUNTAN!!!! But thart day got an earthquake strikes in Indonesia. Pretty scary, I do feel the shake when I was in the pool, I'm not bluffing!
Thursday, I met up with my gang (Shiwei, Jason & Hong Jie).. we went down to Bugis for steamboat. The food was not really nice, but we have a fun time chit-chatting. Best of all, the present, though not something which I most wanted, but it's not too bad afterall. The Eclat D'aepege Lavin Perfume & a forever friends' jewellery box. Must have cost them pretty much. Thanks to them (especially to my sweetie-Shiwei)
I'm pretty gladful that many friends and colleagues remember my bday. This shows that I'm being remembered, don't u think so too? I've received many greetings from them.. Really thanks to them all. N of coz my family, we had went to Sakae Sushi for a big feast last Saturday (I'm really statisfied with the meal.. haha)
Then today, the roller bladding class supposed to start today, but stupid sky keep drizzling in the morning, so got to cancel again... what the hell... Please grant us a great day next Sunday (God, I'm really praying hard for a blue sky! Please grant my wish...)
Today went visiting grandaunt, she looks pretty well. I like her to be cheerful.
Haiz, tmr got to work again, not another long week... How long do u think I can hold onto this job? I really dunno... I'm really so BORE over here. I want a change... go study? or better job? I hope for both :) Nonetheless, I do hope for a good love path coming ahead. Please grant my wishes!!!!
~I said "I want a good life". ~
+Peace+
Thursday, I met up with my gang (Shiwei, Jason & Hong Jie).. we went down to Bugis for steamboat. The food was not really nice, but we have a fun time chit-chatting. Best of all, the present, though not something which I most wanted, but it's not too bad afterall. The Eclat D'aepege Lavin Perfume & a forever friends' jewellery box. Must have cost them pretty much. Thanks to them (especially to my sweetie-Shiwei)
I'm pretty gladful that many friends and colleagues remember my bday. This shows that I'm being remembered, don't u think so too? I've received many greetings from them.. Really thanks to them all. N of coz my family, we had went to Sakae Sushi for a big feast last Saturday (I'm really statisfied with the meal.. haha)
Then today, the roller bladding class supposed to start today, but stupid sky keep drizzling in the morning, so got to cancel again... what the hell... Please grant us a great day next Sunday (God, I'm really praying hard for a blue sky! Please grant my wish...)
Today went visiting grandaunt, she looks pretty well. I like her to be cheerful.
Haiz, tmr got to work again, not another long week... How long do u think I can hold onto this job? I really dunno... I'm really so BORE over here. I want a change... go study? or better job? I hope for both :) Nonetheless, I do hope for a good love path coming ahead. Please grant my wishes!!!!
~I said "I want a good life". ~
+Peace+
Sunday, September 02, 2007
Hi, I'm back again
I CUT my HAIR!
whoo woo... Really cool! I like the style pretty much. But best of all, i feel Fresh... and peace.
I dun know what really trigger me to go for the haircut... perhaps... I just need a break. But my dream of getting long hair that reaches my waistline should be getting further.. haiz... Whatever. What is gone has gone! Yeap...
Believe me? I start to find myself back. Like? I see people ard me (my nice pals) leaving the company... one after another.. I was up and down, up and down... and looking myself in the mirror everyday... I'm always so worry, and so aimless. But now, I decided, I should plan further, regardless to my career path, my life goal... Haha... here I come... I will work towards u!
No boyfriend, no money, no fun, no excitement, no good talking khakis in the company... it's really miserable. At least they (those who have left or leaving soon) have goal. They told me, leave the company then... But what bother me the most - the bonus? Or my responsibility to the company? Not to say, of course the latter. Coz everyone knows how lousy the company pays me. Then GO! I told everyone, yes, I will. I've set my aim that I will take my first half v.b, then hack care and go. What bout the remaining? No... probably not, unless the company promote me? "Tan gu jiu wu lo" (wait long will have - in hokkien). Haiz.
Someone whom I've been talking bout in the past blogs... well... that was part of the reason why I still tangling in the company till now... I've been lying to myself that opportunity will come, just trust myself. Perhaps, I'm just being over-confident. If there is really feeling in him, there wouldn't be such a hassle. Haa. Silly me. Think i watch too much show (花样少年少女is really nice!!! I'm so envy of the couple) Whatever that I'm suppose to do has also been done. I've no much worry. I know what is call love - holding too tight might not be the only way, and will never works. Letting go may be a better way of looking forward to the future. I believe that the right person is not far from me... so please dun let me wait too long~ (haha... I"m talking to you, god)
THANKS to all my friends that lend me your listening ears (whether you are reading these or not). Why thanks you? Coz lending me your ears for me to nag has always been great. I love you pals! (I might be too carried away, but I'm really expressing every things from deep down... gee*)
whoo woo... Really cool! I like the style pretty much. But best of all, i feel Fresh... and peace.
I dun know what really trigger me to go for the haircut... perhaps... I just need a break. But my dream of getting long hair that reaches my waistline should be getting further.. haiz... Whatever. What is gone has gone! Yeap...
Believe me? I start to find myself back. Like? I see people ard me (my nice pals) leaving the company... one after another.. I was up and down, up and down... and looking myself in the mirror everyday... I'm always so worry, and so aimless. But now, I decided, I should plan further, regardless to my career path, my life goal... Haha... here I come... I will work towards u!
No boyfriend, no money, no fun, no excitement, no good talking khakis in the company... it's really miserable. At least they (those who have left or leaving soon) have goal. They told me, leave the company then... But what bother me the most - the bonus? Or my responsibility to the company? Not to say, of course the latter. Coz everyone knows how lousy the company pays me. Then GO! I told everyone, yes, I will. I've set my aim that I will take my first half v.b, then hack care and go. What bout the remaining? No... probably not, unless the company promote me? "Tan gu jiu wu lo" (wait long will have - in hokkien). Haiz.
Someone whom I've been talking bout in the past blogs... well... that was part of the reason why I still tangling in the company till now... I've been lying to myself that opportunity will come, just trust myself. Perhaps, I'm just being over-confident. If there is really feeling in him, there wouldn't be such a hassle. Haa. Silly me. Think i watch too much show (花样少年少女is really nice!!! I'm so envy of the couple) Whatever that I'm suppose to do has also been done. I've no much worry. I know what is call love - holding too tight might not be the only way, and will never works. Letting go may be a better way of looking forward to the future. I believe that the right person is not far from me... so please dun let me wait too long~ (haha... I"m talking to you, god)
THANKS to all my friends that lend me your listening ears (whether you are reading these or not). Why thanks you? Coz lending me your ears for me to nag has always been great. I love you pals! (I might be too carried away, but I'm really expressing every things from deep down... gee*)
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
what have happened?
is god playing me like a fool?
y is there such a coincident?
i just got to let things go off bits by bits, and coming to the very last...
y does he appear right in front of me at such place, such timing?
didn't we just got a a tiff over the net? I thought that should be the end. No more talks btw us.
everything just swing and go so fast... proof! Perhaps I really tink too much. if only i could take things slowly by the pace, we shouldn't have ended up in such a situation. I din't even get the chance to have a chat with him. hmmm... did i really over react then that has cause wat happen as at today? I did try to cool down, but it seems like I'm looking things more from my angle. I dun wish for the state like this, if I noe, I wouldn't have acted so impulsive. Form of regret? haha, I guess so. Maybe, just like the old ones say, "有缘千里一定会再见，无缘的话，怎么强求都不会有幸福的。 只但愿一切是个梦，梦醒了一切又是美丽的。"
I just wish that my dreams would have come true one very fine day. God, may I?
- Jmin
y is there such a coincident?
i just got to let things go off bits by bits, and coming to the very last...
y does he appear right in front of me at such place, such timing?
didn't we just got a a tiff over the net? I thought that should be the end. No more talks btw us.
everything just swing and go so fast... proof! Perhaps I really tink too much. if only i could take things slowly by the pace, we shouldn't have ended up in such a situation. I din't even get the chance to have a chat with him. hmmm... did i really over react then that has cause wat happen as at today? I did try to cool down, but it seems like I'm looking things more from my angle. I dun wish for the state like this, if I noe, I wouldn't have acted so impulsive. Form of regret? haha, I guess so. Maybe, just like the old ones say, "有缘千里一定会再见，无缘的话，怎么强求都不会有幸福的。 只但愿一切是个梦，梦醒了一切又是美丽的。"
I just wish that my dreams would have come true one very fine day. God, may I?
- Jmin
Friday, May 18, 2007
Ruined Face!
So regret to proceed with the soft-rebonding...
Haiz... my intention was to trim off the straight rebonded areas only ma... and now, not only that my hair is so flat, which I should have got it perm instead... and now my face... ruined by the chemical. Full of rashes all over my face... Feeling so disgusted now. The rashes are damn itch! Hell them... stupid doctor even insist that it is acne problem and says my skin is just overly prone to acne... Oh come'on la... don't my description to her is prominient enough? I said the rashes came out only yesterday and was due to my rebonding... but she insist that it is acne and convince me to get some medication called the 'iso...." err.. i can't remember the name. And no cream for me! No cream?! they are so itch man... I almost scratched off my face siah... n I'm on 1 day mc of course. But I still got to go out with this ugly face to work tmr... sian... can't put any make-up! Just 2 words to describe - untolerent and HORRIBLE! Hope it recovers soon...
Sob sob
Haiz... my intention was to trim off the straight rebonded areas only ma... and now, not only that my hair is so flat, which I should have got it perm instead... and now my face... ruined by the chemical. Full of rashes all over my face... Feeling so disgusted now. The rashes are damn itch! Hell them... stupid doctor even insist that it is acne problem and says my skin is just overly prone to acne... Oh come'on la... don't my description to her is prominient enough? I said the rashes came out only yesterday and was due to my rebonding... but she insist that it is acne and convince me to get some medication called the 'iso...." err.. i can't remember the name. And no cream for me! No cream?! they are so itch man... I almost scratched off my face siah... n I'm on 1 day mc of course. But I still got to go out with this ugly face to work tmr... sian... can't put any make-up! Just 2 words to describe - untolerent and HORRIBLE! Hope it recovers soon...
Sob sob
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Freedom has just blossomed
Right after I mentioned that I will not talk bout him to any of my colleagues in my last blog, I had a serious thought, thinking whether that am I being overly sensitive, or I'd just lost my judgement right at the start. Whatever is it, I had decided to wrote to him via the forum, which I guess is the only channel that acts the most appropriate one between him n me.
Not too sure whether he understands where I'm getting to, I just clarified with him what was deep in my thoughts. It would have been better if I had said it way before this havoc runs a wild, but I guess it wasn't too late to make my clarity. Afterall, what was right or wrong were already been committed. It's too late to even say "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it" and things like that.
It was really a total release after writting to him, thinking that he should have read the message by now. It was tiring, coz I did spend alot of thoughts to make him get to the point. Though tire, but at least I'm not being mentally pestered by this anymore.
I begin to feel that my freedom has return to my world. I will look forward for my every new day from now.
Hugs, Jminz.
Not too sure whether he understands where I'm getting to, I just clarified with him what was deep in my thoughts. It would have been better if I had said it way before this havoc runs a wild, but I guess it wasn't too late to make my clarity. Afterall, what was right or wrong were already been committed. It's too late to even say "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it" and things like that.
It was really a total release after writting to him, thinking that he should have read the message by now. It was tiring, coz I did spend alot of thoughts to make him get to the point. Though tire, but at least I'm not being mentally pestered by this anymore.
I begin to feel that my freedom has return to my world. I will look forward for my every new day from now.
Hugs, Jminz.
Monday, May 07, 2007
I've dumped him out of my mind!
Friday, was a busy day for me. Tremendously tire for both physical & mental. MAS Inspection. haiz... follow by debrief after the meetings. I haven't got any good rest for the days... writting and writting notes... I hate it so much, coz I don't even know what I'm writting. Comes to thinking of the notes, though I've brought them home, I've not touch them... haha... guess I will not touch them already. Will bring it back to work tmr... happy typing. And I've a tease during the debrief. Very mah lu.. but the MD apologised to me, coz he was the one who cause me laughed by the rest. Well, I was quite speechless when I found chance to interrupt n tried to tell the rest that the inspectors are very confused with our organisational structure. Maybe next time just tell them the key point. Let them ask only if they want to know more. It's really.. KNS la!
Mr W, such a coincident for the day. Met him at the lift while rushing back to my 2nd floor office to put down my stuff n then meet up my lunch khaki for the day, Cristine (coz I was very late), then happily went into Long John Silver to realise that he's having lunch there too. Y say coincident? Coz I'm meeting him for dinner ma! Alamak. He's a nice guy to chat with la. But... hmmm... what word should I use to describe him. In a way a very chatty guy, sensible but insensible at times, playful but matured in the way of reacting to thoughts... hmmm... 'in between' of every extreme. Just a balance mind. Good. I'm wondering if his wife is doubting who he was with till so late (Opps!)... haha... we went to Changi Airport, coz it seems like that is the only place which opens 24hr. I owed him an ice cream ma, but I got 2 treats (i.e. Popeye + Sakae Sushi) from him that day... so it means i still gain profit la. haha. (sound so aunty ah).
We bounced on the new guys from office after our lunch, these new guys includes Mr J. I didn't look at him nor wave to him (which I always did so). I simply find myself very pissed off when I see him. Till now, I still find myself so agitated. Coz I just went to the soccer forum... so happen to click on the topic for attendance for every of their soccer match. I realised he didn 't put my name in for the 'guest appearance'. He's such a bitch (I'm out of word... though Bitch is for ladies...But I really can't think of other words now). U guys think my attendance was for fun? hey, i'm not there to look at him in the first place. I know it's silly to explain at this point of time, but definitely there was other reason why I was there that day. He thinks he's that good huh? Shit. Derrick asked me if I will be going for their today's training. I told him I've got something on. Well, I've given him up. Simply no way out now. A big cross on his face. Frankly speaking, I've nv been so furious for a decade. I can't stand guys who are so petty. Yah, petty is the word. Of course, I'm not being over-sensitive here. perhaps, jealousy? Who cares. Him n I fall out. A big NO, it states No MORE. I've got enough. Mr W advised me to write to him. He said maybe those misunderstanding had just popup simply due to the busybodies, which lead to the big havoc today. Before going to the forum, I did thought of that. But now, NO is the definite answer. I'm not going to talk about him to any other colleagues anymore. One BIG Full-stop.
Phew, I suddenly felt a release . The stone has just fallen off... but seems like my stomach is growling, not sure is it mean for a poo-poo or a crave for food. Ha! Bad appetite for these few days. N the hot weather is back again. I'm 'craving' for my swim at the beach n pool, but surely got to give them a miss, coz my navel has yet to recover... hmmm, guess my fats too thick, the wound is not breathing la... a little redness. Hope it's recovering soon. But I just don't feel any pain... skin is damn thick siah. Haha.
Today, I earned another 45 bucks for a stupid computer lesson. But still one word - Satisfactory. Now got another thing to worry about. The insurance. Hmm... not saying it anymore.
Yesterday I went to visit grandaunty, I can't hold back my tears when granduncle tried to console her, touching her hand and talking to her. I'm so touched of the scene. N grandpa, got hospitalized. Again. He said he's giddy... hmmm... he should be fine la. I think he needs more... Exercise. Old people... always got to face health problems. So scary. How I wish I'm not facing any of these when I'm old. I've been thinking of my family and kids... haha... I suddenly feel like wanting to be a mom... I don't know y la. Just got a thought of it. It's a heavenly feeling when u think about ur future. Hee. Sweet.
(Last one) Pa said he's going to India to work for 2 yrs. I told ma to let him go n work, coz he's kinda naggy when he's at home. I jokingly told him, 2 yrs ltr when he's back, he will see me huddle to my boyfriend... haha. I wish to.
Mr W, such a coincident for the day. Met him at the lift while rushing back to my 2nd floor office to put down my stuff n then meet up my lunch khaki for the day, Cristine (coz I was very late), then happily went into Long John Silver to realise that he's having lunch there too. Y say coincident? Coz I'm meeting him for dinner ma! Alamak. He's a nice guy to chat with la. But... hmmm... what word should I use to describe him. In a way a very chatty guy, sensible but insensible at times, playful but matured in the way of reacting to thoughts... hmmm... 'in between' of every extreme. Just a balance mind. Good. I'm wondering if his wife is doubting who he was with till so late (Opps!)... haha... we went to Changi Airport, coz it seems like that is the only place which opens 24hr. I owed him an ice cream ma, but I got 2 treats (i.e. Popeye + Sakae Sushi) from him that day... so it means i still gain profit la. haha. (sound so aunty ah).
We bounced on the new guys from office after our lunch, these new guys includes Mr J. I didn't look at him nor wave to him (which I always did so). I simply find myself very pissed off when I see him. Till now, I still find myself so agitated. Coz I just went to the soccer forum... so happen to click on the topic for attendance for every of their soccer match. I realised he didn 't put my name in for the 'guest appearance'. He's such a bitch (I'm out of word... though Bitch is for ladies...But I really can't think of other words now). U guys think my attendance was for fun? hey, i'm not there to look at him in the first place. I know it's silly to explain at this point of time, but definitely there was other reason why I was there that day. He thinks he's that good huh? Shit. Derrick asked me if I will be going for their today's training. I told him I've got something on. Well, I've given him up. Simply no way out now. A big cross on his face. Frankly speaking, I've nv been so furious for a decade. I can't stand guys who are so petty. Yah, petty is the word. Of course, I'm not being over-sensitive here. perhaps, jealousy? Who cares. Him n I fall out. A big NO, it states No MORE. I've got enough. Mr W advised me to write to him. He said maybe those misunderstanding had just popup simply due to the busybodies, which lead to the big havoc today. Before going to the forum, I did thought of that. But now, NO is the definite answer. I'm not going to talk about him to any other colleagues anymore. One BIG Full-stop.
Phew, I suddenly felt a release . The stone has just fallen off... but seems like my stomach is growling, not sure is it mean for a poo-poo or a crave for food. Ha! Bad appetite for these few days. N the hot weather is back again. I'm 'craving' for my swim at the beach n pool, but surely got to give them a miss, coz my navel has yet to recover... hmmm, guess my fats too thick, the wound is not breathing la... a little redness. Hope it's recovering soon. But I just don't feel any pain... skin is damn thick siah. Haha.
Today, I earned another 45 bucks for a stupid computer lesson. But still one word - Satisfactory. Now got another thing to worry about. The insurance. Hmm... not saying it anymore.
Yesterday I went to visit grandaunty, I can't hold back my tears when granduncle tried to console her, touching her hand and talking to her. I'm so touched of the scene. N grandpa, got hospitalized. Again. He said he's giddy... hmmm... he should be fine la. I think he needs more... Exercise. Old people... always got to face health problems. So scary. How I wish I'm not facing any of these when I'm old. I've been thinking of my family and kids... haha... I suddenly feel like wanting to be a mom... I don't know y la. Just got a thought of it. It's a heavenly feeling when u think about ur future. Hee. Sweet.
(Last one) Pa said he's going to India to work for 2 yrs. I told ma to let him go n work, coz he's kinda naggy when he's at home. I jokingly told him, 2 yrs ltr when he's back, he will see me huddle to my boyfriend... haha. I wish to.
Monday, April 30, 2007
Happy day!
Am I away from the actual time? I seems to... looking at the past few blogs, I mentioned 'today', but those things were happening on 'yesterday'... hahah... whatever.
Today, crazy shopping with Shiwei. I promised her I will slp earlier, coz tmr MAS inspectors will be visiting... gosh... I need to rest soon, but I'm so excited over my newly bought clothes... I just couldn't wait to wear it tmr... I don't care whether it's dirty... I really like the shirt & the shoes.. =) it's Shiwei's last day @ DBS tmr... happy 4 her. We both got almost the same tops... but we tried to avoid clashing with one another, ended up only one of them is the same. Hee.. Smart shopping.
Today, I've got another 3 tops... the isetan & the metro sales... haha... i really love the sales... Mom complaining that I'm buying too much.. (as usual la), but I'm happy, so I can't be bothered!
Frankly speaking, my navel doesn't not hurt... Don't know y. But I have not figured out how to take it out. Perhaps it will be painful. 1 mth's time then. Hee. I really started to LOVE myself. LOVE, here i come!!! (siao)
Oh, great news, grandaunt is awaked. I really hope she's getting better everyday. I just hope I can say 'I love you' to her. Really, though she's not my grandma, but I think she's really great. But in front of so many people, I dare not say it to her. I hope she can hear it from my heart.
Good nite.
Today, crazy shopping with Shiwei. I promised her I will slp earlier, coz tmr MAS inspectors will be visiting... gosh... I need to rest soon, but I'm so excited over my newly bought clothes... I just couldn't wait to wear it tmr... I don't care whether it's dirty... I really like the shirt & the shoes.. =) it's Shiwei's last day @ DBS tmr... happy 4 her. We both got almost the same tops... but we tried to avoid clashing with one another, ended up only one of them is the same. Hee.. Smart shopping.
Today, I've got another 3 tops... the isetan & the metro sales... haha... i really love the sales... Mom complaining that I'm buying too much.. (as usual la), but I'm happy, so I can't be bothered!
Frankly speaking, my navel doesn't not hurt... Don't know y. But I have not figured out how to take it out. Perhaps it will be painful. 1 mth's time then. Hee. I really started to LOVE myself. LOVE, here i come!!! (siao)
Oh, great news, grandaunt is awaked. I really hope she's getting better everyday. I just hope I can say 'I love you' to her. Really, though she's not my grandma, but I think she's really great. But in front of so many people, I dare not say it to her. I hope she can hear it from my heart.
Good nite.
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